Good god. I miss writing here. 3 months. Lotsa things happened. Fun, sadness, shock, lost and found. Well all of that does not matter anymore. Now from today onward, thats what matters. Clinging to past, just make my steps slower. No mean, or cruel. Sometimes its hard to stand for something in your life. Its bitter, but as you know, medicine all the same. Either spit it out, or let it down the throat. Carving for happiness. Like diving in a deep ocean, or fly high in open sky. Sacrifice has been made. Greed for everything even the wish can be make once. Sweet. This is life.

notes: sometimes we need a pinch or two. well, daily dose. just to stay awake.